"I know that through your prayers and the help of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, this will all work out for my deliverance. My deep hope — my eager expectation — is that I won't be ashamed of anything, but that with total courage, now and always, Christ will be honored in my body, whether I live or whether I die.
Because for me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.
If I go on living, that means fruitful work. But if I'm honest? I can't decide which I'd prefer. I'm pulled in two directions. Part of me wants to leave this life and be with Christ — that would be far better. But staying here is more necessary for your sake. And I'm convinced of this — I will stay. I'll remain with you for your growth and your joy in the Faith, so that when I come to you again, you'll have even more reason to praise Christ Jesus."